I vaguely heard him cry out in pain, holding my body and dragging me to the soft chair.
"Yan son, what’s wrong with you? Don’t scare me, you are vomiting blood again. "
I consciously wiped my mouth and spread my hands in bright red, and I could see clearly even with blurred eyes.
But looking at the blood, I feel a sense of revenge. Although it is the price of my body, I just want him to know that he did this to me.
Why did he do this to me? What did I do wrong?
I love him so much, and this is his cruel way to repay my love.
I hate him. I hate him to death
"Pa" I slapped him with hatred.
"Don’t touch me with your dirty hands. I’m sorry to disturb your good things, but there’s no need to sneak around after you rest assured, because I won’t stop you."
"Yaner!" Bai Xihuang screamed painfully, "It’s not what you think."
I laughed so hard that my throat was muddy and blood flowed out.
"You want to say JiYun gave you an aphrodisiac? Or did Pak Lei seduce you? Bai Xihuang, if you are so good at martial arts, who can force you to be a man and dare to lie to me now? Do you think I am stupid? Although I have always been stupid, I will wake up when I am cheated too much. "
I was so stupid that Bai Xihuang was full of secrets, but I chose to respect him.
He doesn’t want to talk. I never force him.
I believed him when he said he had difficulties.
Probably I was so stupid that I was cheated and fell into such a tragic situation.
Who can blame? I deserve it.
I am not only a stupid woman, but also a complete failure.
"Yan Er, I have no choice but to give me a year. After a year, I will let all my women leave and have you. I will have you all my life, okay?" Bai Xihuang cried out to me in agony.
"What’s wrong? You have to wait a year and send them all away now. Never show up in front of me again. If you can’t do it, then don’t make any promises to me. You promise to turn into a sharp knife every time and cruelly cut my hopes."
I was tired and pushed his hand like ashes.
Stiff body spread out a force to support my broken body.
I gently said to him, "Bai Xihuang’s heart is like meat, which will hurt, break and die. Please don’t treat my heart as a stone and hurt me again and again. I am an ordinary woman, and I will be very sad and heartbroken. You never thought that I felt that you would make me tolerate and sacrifice again and again."
I asked him with tears in my eyes, "Tell me what I did wrong. It’s always me who gets hurt."? What did I do wrong? I am not white? "
"There is nothing wrong with you. It’s my face. Don’t cry. It’s always been my fault."
Bai Xihuang took the sleeve to help me wipe my tears. The smell of powder in his sleeve made my stomach sick again.
I side head to avoid his hand froze half.
I mechanically "don’t say sorry to me. I hate this sentence. Can you be forgiven every time you hurt me?"? I won’t be silly to believe you and I won’t let you have another chance to hurt me. "
I was a fool in love, and now I won’t be stupid again.
I stumbled back to Fengzao Palace.
Bai Xihuang has been following me in the back and will help me when I fall.
I always shake his hand coldly and get up by myself. I don’t want him near me for half a minute.
I went back to Fengzao Palace and ignored the ladies-in-waiting. When I saw my clothes covered with blood, I went straight into the bedroom and didn’t take off my clothes and got into bed.
I pulled the quilt and covered the whole person tightly, curled up in the darkness and didn’t want to ignore anything.
Jingyan outside worried about being patted me across the street.
"Empress, I heard that you have blood on your body. What happened? Come out and let me see?"
"Nothing is that I touched you when I was treating people. Leave me alone. I want to sleep. Will you leave me alone?" I answered mechanically
"And if the emperor comes to me and doesn’t let him in, it’s very difficult. Its ladies-in-waiting dare not. I can please you, Jingyan. Please help me."
Jingyan did not hesitate to answer, "Well, if you don’t want to see him, I won’t let him in to bother you."